on being emotionally fucked up
I am so emotionally messed up lately!
Is it the weather? Maybe it’s the post-AWP recovery period. Maybe it’s all the caffeine. Maybe this, maybe that. The economy. Lack of progress on my writing. Confusion about stuff. There’s a lot of things to blame.
I can’t really pinpoint the cause, but my mental health is nonexistant. I feel… off. Off balance, off kilter, that kind of thing. Unstable.
That sounds worse than it is, probably… but yeah, suffice it to say, weirdness.
I don’t like feeling this way. I wonder what it must be like to feel really emotionally fucked up. Like, the kind you have your whole life. That must suck.
Hmm, that was kind of a shitty entry. Guess that’s another reason to feel off-kilter. Ihhh.
I’m declaring it emo day again this Wednesday. I am getting in touch with my inner emo child.
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